Our moment

And so the story goes like that...they met, they fell in love and they live happily ever after...

I am still a hardcore romantic. I still believe in fairy tales though in this society today, I am no longer sure if "happily ever after" still exists. But because I believe and I never did lose my faith much, I fell in love once again.

This is a nice feeling. A feeling I thought I had lost and will be lost from me forever when what I thought was my world collapsed. So, I realized now, that wasn't exactly my world. My world was always under my feet and it didn't crumble either. It just shook a little when a tornado went by. I held my footing and I finally see my sun ray.

It began in a funny way. A random "Add" on Facebook, random conversations via email, a meet up at Boiler - which lead to many, many more meet ups, a confused period of not knowing what is happening before we finally got here. I looked back and saw what we had gone through to get here and I am really thankful that we had not given up on each other then.

This road, although was not rocky, was also not the most ideal path one would like to come across. Because we went through a little more than others to finally get together, I do treasure what we have. I treasure the times when we did not give up on each other, I treasure the times when we stood by each other (in sickness and muddle moments), I treasure that moment when you asked "the question" and above all, I do treasure you a lot because you are now very precious to me.

I have always said "Do not give up hope because when God closes one door, he opens another one. Sometimes he even opens two. You probably can't see the doors now because there is a fog. Let the fog clear and soon you can see the door knob to the door." I am glad I met you baby because now I do not have to eat my own words. Muahahaha!

So, we started this and I hope we are going to walk this journey together till the end. I hope that we will be there for each other in good times or bad times. I hope that we will always have each other's backs when it is needed. I love you, my Sun-Ray. ^_^

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When You and I finally became.....Us......

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Pessimistic....NOT.

No, I AM NOT pessimistic. Think whatever you like. I just choose not to have any expectations for anything because I believe with expectations, come disappointments. Only when you have no hopes or expectations then anything that happen will be a surprise.

I know there are bound to be people that are arguing with me on this. If I have no hopes or expectations, does that mean I will not work towards anything? Does that mean I will not strive in life? Wrong. There are certain things where expectations is a MUST - like a career, a promotion or a raise. These are the needs in our lives and things we have control over.

I am talking about expectations on a more personal level. Expectations of friends; of that someone you like; of people around you. Everyday, we expect things from people around us - friends to care for us; a partner to love us; people to be more polite. And what happens when things don't turn out the way you want? Ah huh....you get disappointed, right?

So, to people asking me why I am so pessimistic about things, my rationale is simple. DON'T expect and you WON'T get disappointed. Anything that happens will be like a bonus.

P/S : I am happy in my life now and I am not having a depression once again. I am seeing someone; I am having a lot of new found buddies and I am going for a short vacation the day after tomorrow with someone hot (envy me...hah)! So no, I am not going through depression.

PP/S : I can't help it! I cut my hair and I just have to post up my latest gan-pua-si-lang-chio photos.

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Ta-dah! A close up UNDER THE SUN. Don't say I live in the dark anymore.
I do have a life in the day ok?

Two chio-bus at Sentosa....muahahahaha!

Look at Rach and me all tan after Sentosa. She is getting this hairstyle too.
I have a feeling we are going to get mistaken as sisters. ^_*

My darling Fariz - who poses like Heidi Klum, dances like Beyonce and who is a darling like every girl's dream BFF.

My colleagues decided I look like Cleopatra.
And I can't decide if I like their comments.

My god-sister who turned up with the same hairstyle unexpectedly!

Only once

The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.
If you think something will make you happy, go for it.
Remember that we pass this way only once......

I can't remember if it was a moment of drunken stupor or a fatal attraction that started everything. So the game started and both parties participated in it. There is no destination - at least for now - and both are aware. Their aim is to enjoy the journey, indulge in the special bond they have, immerse themselves in the care and concern each have to give.

Some may frown at this kind of relationship but for now, both of them are happy. But again, what if they fall in deeper and deeper and have to part? Who can say then that no one will be hurt? No one will know. They may just keep falling in and not part. They may part so as not to keep falling in. This is life. No one can predict what is going to happen.

So, they decided to take the plunge and chose this route. Even though they don't know what the future will hold. But because they are fully aware that they will only pass this way once, they have decided to cherish the bond and embrace everything......come what may.

Certain beautiful scenes like the sunrise, the sea or simply footprints in the sand are seen with that someone who knows you in and out only once a lifetime.
You can try but you might find that no other scenes will ever look the same.
So when you pass a certain way, remember, sometimes it's only once.....