What am I doing?

I should be in bed now as it's past midnight. However, my eyes are refusing to shut and I am not a bit tired. Very good right? Now cannot sleep anymore. Chao turtle!

I told Sea Cucumber (SC) that I will help her update her blog since she added me as one of the authors but I haven't done it. Mental note to self : better do it tomorrow. Oh, if you are wondering why she is letting me do it....it's because she blogs about her beautiful nails. I mean beautiful because she do really pretty nail arts herself. Check out her blog here. She haven't been doing her nails for a while so her blog is not getting any updates. I just did mine over the weekend so she is asking me to update my nails onto her blog. Hmm....come to think of it, she's quite diaoz lor. I really become Emily and she really wears Prada lor. Eeyer!

Anyway, I am just having an emo moment. And it's keeping me up. It's one of those times when I come across something to do with QX and I feel defeated all over again. I seriously thought I had come far enough and moved on a lot but at times, when I come across an email, photo, card, something he bought or as dumb as seeing him online, I feel messed up all over again.

Oh well, I guess I will be fine tomorrow. A sleep might do me some good. Otherwise, I will just skip to Oosters for a few glasses of wine tomorrow with Jolin. Like I always said, alcohol works wonder - in my case, they make you forget stuff and your emotions.

Btw, check out my nails. It's damn chio lor!

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