To know how much you are worth to someone.
The feeling of always being the short-changed one sucks.
And it sucks even more when one is short-changed and the realization that one was never important either. You are here just because you happen to be at the right place at the wrong time.
It doesn't take much either - to be disappointed and to eventually hit the point of "I don't give a fuck anymore".
After all, when people promise you things and go back on their words too many times, one will eventually give up believing. No?
